Expressions

I have decided that I really have come to express myself through my blogs. It's rather interesting. I can write about things that are on my mind, it's almost like my blog is a mix between my journal and a friend that has no choice but to listen. Only those that read and comment choose to. 


Here's what I mean. This morning, though I struggled to get my little fanny out of bed, I got to the gym.While working out I was shuffling through the thoughts on my mind and as things came to mind I would think of it as a blog post. As I thought about my work out habits and stuff like that, I would think that would be pretty motivating to some one, or our funny experiences I would think of how I could blog about it. 


Is that weird or what? I am not sure what to think about it. Although I do have to say I do enjoy blogging, and sharing my life experiences and thoughts with all of you. I also love reading everyone else's blogs, and since I read their post's I feel I should contribute a little and give them something to read. 


I find expressing how I feel to be pretty difficult at times. Which is why I run, I can be myself while I run, and I can run to my hearts content. Running is my outlet, and what I need to be in my spiritual place. This week I have not been running. I think I might go crazy. A few weeks ago I started to feel pain in my right foot, of coarse I chose to ignore it. Last week I ran a lot, it felt so good!! On Saturday I ran in my Vibrams and the first few miles they felt great, but then I started to not feel my toes anymore, then eventually my feet were both frozen. I kept running, what else do you do?? About a mile or so from home my foot just ached. Oh it hurt! I made it home, luckily, and once home I collapsed on the ground and cried. Nathan looked at my foot, of coarse no swelling, I don't swell or bruise if it's a serious injury, but if it's minor I bruise and swell. It's so backwards. Anywho. I am quite positive that I have a stress fracture. I am too scared to get it looked at because I know they will tell me I can't run. 


So with that this week I decided to not run at all, I have been swimming and biking to help reduce the stress on it, which is a lot for me. Last night I didn't go to the gym after work as I usually do, but this morning I woke up with it throbbing. Oh, it hurt so bad to walk on this morning. I hobbled around at the gym. My way of expressing myself is on hold for a while, maybe I'll get my foot checked at, we will see. 


Be patient with me as I express myself through my thoughts and words on my beloved blog. Also, I want to thank you all for reading, paying attention to what little silly notions I have, and commenting (which always makes me feel SO special!). You all a great.